Currently Listening DJ Drama-Gangsta Grillz presents Trap Or Die (Mixtape) (Special Collector's Edition) see related

- Intro

Well people, this is officially my last entry...Xanga is wack and has been replaced with Facebook lol

Last week SUCKED....but now everything is lookin hella good

Girls are gay

some dudes are gay too

lol im tired as fuck

Its been real Holla @ YA BOI

this is Josh Don Juan signing out...PEACE BITCHES!

Currently Listening Charlie, Last Name Wilson By Charlie Wilson see related

Big Daddy is Back

 so homecomming basicly kicked ass and I wish i remembered what went down afterwards....my memory is soo fuckin Distorted...I remember going to the party and then somehow ending up in  a bathroom at Hy-vee ...Nick and Andrew told me a few things that went down but im still trying to calculate everything...lol

so with that being said....Im done drinking for a While...I feel way too self concious after I drink, I dont like the feeling of not knowing what kinda shit i pulled when i wasnt all there, so yea im taking a break from the juice for a lil while ( for all u fuckers who are gonna say shit like "josh u said u were gonna quite like 200x"....im not saying im done, im taking a Time out)

Ok alotta people already know, but for those of you other people I got some news hot off the press...Im moving to California right after graduation, in a way im really sad but then again..I think i need a whole new scene, im gonna go to Santa Monica Community College while I work on my music so im gonna give it two years down there to see if my music is gonna kick off....im gonna be living with my producer and Chad...CHad if u read this you are gay for moving to Arizona...but when we have the crib in Cali....its going down

speaking of my music....

its getting so hard for me to record becuz the guy who is mixin and recording me is on some fucking bullshit, so when i move next week im settin up my own studio in my basement...hella excited

I will prolly have pictures up sometime soon so stay tuned.

its big Josh

Currently Listening The B.Coming By Beanie Sigel see related

- Tales of a Hustler

The New Entry is on its way

stay tuned

Josh

Currently Listening 534 By Memphis Bleek see related

- Dear Summer (Jay-Z)

Sensitivity Level-9.5, a record High

 have u ever heard a song that just reminds you of happier times in your past...and u just wanna go back and be happy again? for some reason the song "dear summer" really makes me think about how much happier I was last summer...knowing there was hella drama....I would go back and live it all over again. Earlier this summer I thought I would have the best summer ever...but i just feel empty again, like something is missing so with that being said...

Dear Summer,

-Fuck you

Ok im glad i got that out....I have been writting for the album alot l8ly...I think this album is gonna end up being really personal...its like i wanted to have a certain approach for the album but as I started writting i found myself discussing issues really close to my heart...as fucked up as it sounds its true...im hella excited tho, me and Chad have really been doing the damn thing and its cool to see that things are finally starting to play out, so hopefully b4 the new year my album will be out.

its almost 2 in the morning....im sittin here rambling...i need to fuckin sleep

Peace n Luv

J

Currently Listening Anthology By Shalamar see related

- For the Lover in you

ok people I lied...im back for another entry...things have been going through this troubled head of mine...and i thought i would share them with you

- Im sick and fucking tired of the Emo/wannabe model poses on peoples xanga sites...i browse sites and every1 is doing the same damn thing...sorry but that Emo shit is sooo last summer

-I saw the imfamous R kelly Tape for the 2nd time....I think it really is him....but he still makes good music

-Peeing on people is wrong

-my mom found porno on my computer

-thats right i watch porn from time to time...it makes me smile....sue me lol

-I have became a victim of what is called "laguna Beach"

-im really about to miss shawn and Ian when they leave for Iowa

-How lame is Davenport for the fuckin fair

-I want to chop off Andy Milonakis' Belly

well thats all thats really going through my head right now lol might as well update.

School is comming up kinda quick...im tired of that shit, im not really lookin foward to another year at central i wish i just would have gone to north...oh well...its my senior year...im gonna make the most out of it.

Being in the studio is a good feeling, i feel one step closer to being famous and fucking supermodels lol look out for the album...dont know what im gonna call it yet....but be expecting it around October-December...before 05 is over i WILL have something out, i was bullshittin for a while but i wanna have an album out b4 i graduate!

well take care of yourselves....wash behind your ears and keep it real

Big Josh